Throughout the past few years, I have learned family can come & go, friends come & go also, boyfriends come & go. But no matter where you are. The saying is deep & truthful, friends are everywhere. When I walked into that small school on a mild September day of 2008, it was all a blur. I pretended to be something I wasn't just to fit in. Now that my issues in my life have made me stronger, I am more confident in everything I strive towards. I am a very independant, responsible four-teen year old. I've had a father figure in and out of my life. My past with my step dad was sketchy & very timid. Now that I'm older & understand how a "father" should treat his step-daughter. I know the past wasn't correct. I currently live with my single mom & my half-brother. Living in a big house with a 4 year old half brother & a very young mother in a small dutch community. My family has noone to turn to near by. I am very fortunate to escape the small town & get away for babysitting full time for my aunt every now & then. I work hard to earn cash for self needs. I'm stepping up on my own to get a job, get settled for highschool next year & learning great responsibility. Next year I will be attending highschool in basically my home town, from age four. I'm excited to go back & have a small taste of my past, however it will never be the same. My family is torn yet again, but it will never be mended. After all, it was never whole to begin with. Well it's getting late & I'm exhausted. good night & sweet dreams whoever could possibly be reading this..
Love is over-rated
-bee .
